Seems like my blog has died down! haha. Anyway life was good. I heard someone talking about ME MISSING THAT ASSHOLE and spreading mouth to mouth with salt and pepper. Thanks to whoever it is, you will be punished by whichever GOD if you continue. May God Bless YOU!
It is a busy end-of-month with losta weddings weddings weddings!
Coming month, I gonna slim to the max for upcoming wedding photoshoot in taiwan next year. Not forgetting gonna get a new bed, whoredrobe etc. So many things need to plan! It is so not easy...
Planning for another holiday end of the year, hopefully!
Sometimes, I don't wish to live in reality and loves comparison. Being selfish is human nature. Everything done is with a purpose behind.
I have found out that blogging is actually a nonsense. Still, I blogged. Why? I don't know. Growing older each day I've found out that I can't express myself well anymore. What I want in my life actually? A good boyfriend, doesn't mean a good husband. A good friend, doesn't mean a good pal for life.
So what people who are saying bad about me behind? I don't care. If one is going to believe, so be it. Each have every good points and is for you to find out and realize.
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Alright. I don't know what I am writing again. haha!
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I just want to be happy. Getting the things I want and which will makes me happier that way, I hope. Being quite down for the past few months actually. Too much things happened that I can't digest equally.
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I want to makes things happen but I have no longer the spark to do it. Anyway, I shall wait and leave everything undone till the right time. Will not open my mouth anymore to ask for this and that.
-
My dream... is to be happy! What I desire has already gone with the wind...
Things to accomplished this year, getting a diploma certificate in wedding planner or something which I can afford and that beats my interest. I just want to focus a thing at a time now.
Striving hard for my work to have a better life.
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If we hold on together...
Don't lose your way With each passing day You've come so far Don't throw it away Live believing Dreams are for weaving Wonders are waiting to start Live your story Faith, hope & glory Hold to the truth in your heart
If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die Dreams see us through to forever Where clouds roll by For you and I
Souls in the wind Must learn how to bend Seek out a star Hold on to the end Valley, mountain There is a fountain Washes our tears all away Words are swaying Someone is praying Please let us come home to stay
If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die Dreams see us through to forever Where clouds roll by For you and I
When we are out there in the dark We'll dream about the sun In the dark we'll feel the light Warm our hearts, everyone
If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die Dreams see us through to forever As high as souls can fly The clouds roll by For you and I
I really wonders does men always want to be at the top of every women? So what does that means when a girl rides a bike? It makes you feel no power over the women? If not why everytime your face turns black when I'm riding? Anyway, I just fucking hate people with egoistic nowadays. Let me do what I want and not refrain me from doing what I don't want. If ego is so important or what that is your issue. It's never mine.
Speaks about EGO! It's because of ego, I have ended the last relationship. So now, I hate men with all their bullshit EGOs over women. It is so ridiculous. They may not knew it until women tell them that they are actually so freaking ego!
Finding out the differences...
I don't know how long can I wait till the very day that someone has changed to a better man.
Dreaming of the romantic proposal, wedding etc... It's all about dream... Coming true anot, it will be always question mark ??? Oh well... I never put on so much hope either.
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Yeah!! Hopefully Siti will be able to tender and come over my workplace next month. The excitement was indescribable. hehe :)
No one will ever appreciate the things that you have done to them. Not even one, but all. No matter the point where you come from, they will think that my point of view is never correct. While theirs is right. Can't even accept the wrong or misjudgment.
Their thinking will always fall on the narrow side. Not that I don't understand. I know the point where it comes from. But does they understand your point? I have given up. Given up to HELP where it's non of my business. Just like many says, if it's isn't fall under your concern. Why offer a helping hand? Not that they are selfish but at least they know that they won't get into any trouble. I truly agree!
Many things when one says will change. But they didn't. After everything, things happen over and over again. Should I still forgive when each and everytime it's the same issue. A leopards will never change. The stubborn-ness will kill every single relationship. If you're still living in your own world, taking things to yourself, blaming others while thinking you are right, etc...
I laughed. Because I see this in myself for the past few years. Now, I have already looked more ahead. Thinking each and every possibility before things may happened or starting to begin.
Alyce, you can't change a person. (you should know that by now) No point asking someone to change when they don't even put in effort to listen and take people advice. Likewise, I am still living much more on my own now. Just to refrain from getting hurt. People might think it's selfish, perhaps there is a better way to prevent it. But as of now, this is how things are.
I have been changing, changing for a better person. Getting more understanding as time goes by. Being more mature in thinking and living a life filled with thankfulness. It's never easy having both hands to clap together in a same beat. I never expect someone to change for me. I want the person change because he knows that actually there might be other solutions but not only one. I want him to know that possibility is made up by own, not others. When he can master the thinking out of the box, then he has successfully know the life of living.
There are always 101 possible ways in every scenario, every issue, every solutions. Yes, you might be strong in this area. How about others? Have you yet to try and understand? seeking people advice and searching for more information? By blaming it never helps, never solve.
-
YES, NEVER RUSH! RUSHING WILL NEVER TURNS OUT GOOD AT THE END.
On the surface, happy is the word. Deep down, no one knows how happy it was.
I have became someone whom don't have much feelings in everythings ever since things have been falling all over me. Regaining the confidence in life, it takes millions of step. And to understand someone, it takes a lifetime. But who will survive till the end, that is another question.
This is all so common : Avoiding, pushing, blaming, don't accept people views, don't look ahead, never widen your circle in life and prospect. Only after reflection and change repeatedly, you will then know the purpose of life is.
-
Lord, I give thanks to you. The almighty God that will always lead me to the right path of life each time i prayed. And DAD, you make me realize a lot of things ever since your departure. Thanks dad! I love you.
I am sick for the fifth day of work! I can't believe it. Down with all the flu virus. Thank God that I have a caring boyfriend.
Watched the whole episode of Parental Guidance. It hit on a lot of points that being a daughter is never easy and it teaches me full lots of things. Perhaps it is a wake up call for me. Next weekend we are gonna make a huge commitment and hope we made the right decision.
We'll have hell lots of things to handle and to set things right. From now on, we will learn together!
Haven't been posting about my new job. It's fun having so much things to do at work. Never in my life have been so routine and busy before. Although it's quite stressful during the start but still manageable at this time. Hopefully things will get better and I will be able to cope. Thanks dear for encouraging me all the way. I have been very demoralised this few days as I scared that I am not able to cope at all. It's never easy during the start. But I will JIA YOU~
Today, dear went for operation. A day that I live with fear during that few hours. I am on training and I am not able to be with his side. I am sorry dear. I feel so heart pain when I saw the stiches. I know it is very pain but he never say it out. His expression has made it very clear. He's on MC for 2weeks. Sighs! No words can describle how miserable and worried during that few hours he's in the operation...
Dear, thanks alot. You should know that not only a thank you, it's something even more. Sorry for very impatient and emotional during the past few days. Thanks for all the compromise! Love ya lots :)
The day has finally arrived. This will be the last time I'm blogging using HP lappy. Days have been great over the two year plus. Having great colleagues and friends. I have a made a few good friends that I will remember them for life. (Siti, Sam, Jesel, Florence) They are the few that never failed to provide laughter, sharing problems together. Never fight, never quarrel. They made you feel close being together. After all these years, we moved on to a better prospect in life. I missed them truly. I guess, I will not find any good friends like all of you!
When you gets older, the harder to trust and believe your colleagues. From colleagues to friends is a gamble. People out there isn't that good after all. Office politics is never-ending. haha~
The last shot of my office belongings...
GOODBYE HP!
I will never miss my workplace organization. But I will missed all the people here. Keep in touch folks :)
Love bikes.
Love track.
Love perfectionist.
Love my darling.
Dislike being misunderstood.
Dislike moodswings.
Dislike quarrels.
Dislike being alone.
Dislike liars.
*My Second Love*
My Beauty.
My Pride.
我永远的最爱!
The one that go through every UPs and DOWNs in my life.
Every single moments .Happy.Sad.Depressed.Joyful. He will always be there.
Monday, September 20, 2010
Died down @ 2:37 PM
Seems like my blog has died down! haha. Anyway life was good. I heard someone talking about ME MISSING THAT ASSHOLE and spreading mouth to mouth with salt and pepper. Thanks to whoever it is, you will be punished by whichever GOD if you continue. May God Bless YOU!
It is a busy end-of-month with losta weddings weddings weddings!
Coming month, I gonna slim to the max for upcoming wedding photoshoot in taiwan next year. Not forgetting gonna get a new bed, whoredrobe etc. So many things need to plan! It is so not easy...
Planning for another holiday end of the year, hopefully!
Sometimes, I don't wish to live in reality and loves comparison. Being selfish is human nature. Everything done is with a purpose behind.
I have found out that blogging is actually a nonsense. Still, I blogged. Why? I don't know. Growing older each day I've found out that I can't express myself well anymore. What I want in my life actually? A good boyfriend, doesn't mean a good husband. A good friend, doesn't mean a good pal for life.
So what people who are saying bad about me behind? I don't care. If one is going to believe, so be it. Each have every good points and is for you to find out and realize.
-
Alright. I don't know what I am writing again. haha!
-
I just want to be happy. Getting the things I want and which will makes me happier that way, I hope. Being quite down for the past few months actually. Too much things happened that I can't digest equally.
-
I want to makes things happen but I have no longer the spark to do it. Anyway, I shall wait and leave everything undone till the right time. Will not open my mouth anymore to ask for this and that.
-
My dream... is to be happy! What I desire has already gone with the wind...
Things to accomplished this year, getting a diploma certificate in wedding planner or something which I can afford and that beats my interest. I just want to focus a thing at a time now.
Striving hard for my work to have a better life.
-
If we hold on together...
Don't lose your way With each passing day You've come so far Don't throw it away Live believing Dreams are for weaving Wonders are waiting to start Live your story Faith, hope & glory Hold to the truth in your heart
If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die Dreams see us through to forever Where clouds roll by For you and I
Souls in the wind Must learn how to bend Seek out a star Hold on to the end Valley, mountain There is a fountain Washes our tears all away Words are swaying Someone is praying Please let us come home to stay
If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die Dreams see us through to forever Where clouds roll by For you and I
When we are out there in the dark We'll dream about the sun In the dark we'll feel the light Warm our hearts, everyone
If we hold on together I know our dreams will never die Dreams see us through to forever As high as souls can fly The clouds roll by For you and I
I really wonders does men always want to be at the top of every women? So what does that means when a girl rides a bike? It makes you feel no power over the women? If not why everytime your face turns black when I'm riding? Anyway, I just fucking hate people with egoistic nowadays. Let me do what I want and not refrain me from doing what I don't want. If ego is so important or what that is your issue. It's never mine.
Speaks about EGO! It's because of ego, I have ended the last relationship. So now, I hate men with all their bullshit EGOs over women. It is so ridiculous. They may not knew it until women tell them that they are actually so freaking ego!
Finding out the differences...
I don't know how long can I wait till the very day that someone has changed to a better man.
Dreaming of the romantic proposal, wedding etc... It's all about dream... Coming true anot, it will be always question mark ??? Oh well... I never put on so much hope either.
-
Yeah!! Hopefully Siti will be able to tender and come over my workplace next month. The excitement was indescribable. hehe :)
No one will ever appreciate the things that you have done to them. Not even one, but all. No matter the point where you come from, they will think that my point of view is never correct. While theirs is right. Can't even accept the wrong or misjudgment.
Their thinking will always fall on the narrow side. Not that I don't understand. I know the point where it comes from. But does they understand your point? I have given up. Given up to HELP where it's non of my business. Just like many says, if it's isn't fall under your concern. Why offer a helping hand? Not that they are selfish but at least they know that they won't get into any trouble. I truly agree!
Many things when one says will change. But they didn't. After everything, things happen over and over again. Should I still forgive when each and everytime it's the same issue. A leopards will never change. The stubborn-ness will kill every single relationship. If you're still living in your own world, taking things to yourself, blaming others while thinking you are right, etc...
I laughed. Because I see this in myself for the past few years. Now, I have already looked more ahead. Thinking each and every possibility before things may happened or starting to begin.
Alyce, you can't change a person. (you should know that by now) No point asking someone to change when they don't even put in effort to listen and take people advice. Likewise, I am still living much more on my own now. Just to refrain from getting hurt. People might think it's selfish, perhaps there is a better way to prevent it. But as of now, this is how things are.
I have been changing, changing for a better person. Getting more understanding as time goes by. Being more mature in thinking and living a life filled with thankfulness. It's never easy having both hands to clap together in a same beat. I never expect someone to change for me. I want the person change because he knows that actually there might be other solutions but not only one. I want him to know that possibility is made up by own, not others. When he can master the thinking out of the box, then he has successfully know the life of living.
There are always 101 possible ways in every scenario, every issue, every solutions. Yes, you might be strong in this area. How about others? Have you yet to try and understand? seeking people advice and searching for more information? By blaming it never helps, never solve.
-
YES, NEVER RUSH! RUSHING WILL NEVER TURNS OUT GOOD AT THE END.
On the surface, happy is the word. Deep down, no one knows how happy it was.
I have became someone whom don't have much feelings in everythings ever since things have been falling all over me. Regaining the confidence in life, it takes millions of step. And to understand someone, it takes a lifetime. But who will survive till the end, that is another question.
This is all so common : Avoiding, pushing, blaming, don't accept people views, don't look ahead, never widen your circle in life and prospect. Only after reflection and change repeatedly, you will then know the purpose of life is.
-
Lord, I give thanks to you. The almighty God that will always lead me to the right path of life each time i prayed. And DAD, you make me realize a lot of things ever since your departure. Thanks dad! I love you.
I am sick for the fifth day of work! I can't believe it. Down with all the flu virus. Thank God that I have a caring boyfriend.
Watched the whole episode of Parental Guidance. It hit on a lot of points that being a daughter is never easy and it teaches me full lots of things. Perhaps it is a wake up call for me. Next weekend we are gonna make a huge commitment and hope we made the right decision.
We'll have hell lots of things to handle and to set things right. From now on, we will learn together!
Haven't been posting about my new job. It's fun having so much things to do at work. Never in my life have been so routine and busy before. Although it's quite stressful during the start but still manageable at this time. Hopefully things will get better and I will be able to cope. Thanks dear for encouraging me all the way. I have been very demoralised this few days as I scared that I am not able to cope at all. It's never easy during the start. But I will JIA YOU~
Today, dear went for operation. A day that I live with fear during that few hours. I am on training and I am not able to be with his side. I am sorry dear. I feel so heart pain when I saw the stiches. I know it is very pain but he never say it out. His expression has made it very clear. He's on MC for 2weeks. Sighs! No words can describle how miserable and worried during that few hours he's in the operation...
Dear, thanks alot. You should know that not only a thank you, it's something even more. Sorry for very impatient and emotional during the past few days. Thanks for all the compromise! Love ya lots :)
The day has finally arrived. This will be the last time I'm blogging using HP lappy. Days have been great over the two year plus. Having great colleagues and friends. I have a made a few good friends that I will remember them for life. (Siti, Sam, Jesel, Florence) They are the few that never failed to provide laughter, sharing problems together. Never fight, never quarrel. They made you feel close being together. After all these years, we moved on to a better prospect in life. I missed them truly. I guess, I will not find any good friends like all of you!
When you gets older, the harder to trust and believe your colleagues. From colleagues to friends is a gamble. People out there isn't that good after all. Office politics is never-ending. haha~
The last shot of my office belongings...
GOODBYE HP!
I will never miss my workplace organization. But I will missed all the people here. Keep in touch folks :)
