Feeling so breathless with everything! Even work don't give me peace. What I want to do can never be done. The things I told you, you'll never remember. It's changing! We are having less and less quality time together as compared. I have never like that change. I ought to spend the lazy evening with you after work and even weekends but seems like things ain't going the way.
I don't feel the care at all. Why everytime I have planned something just for the two of us and something just destroy our plan. Of course you can choose me before your friend! But you did not. It's not the first time. Not that I did not spoke to you about this before, but you never realize the important. I'm feeling tired and upset. Holding back tears in the office while typing this sucks! Everytime I have give in and take a step back, asking you to accompany me the following day since you choose me before your friend that day. You hesitate and never answer! Sometimes when you can't do it, don't promise me. I'll never like it. Alright after this rant, I will leave it to a full stop. If you have saw it, be it you like it anot it's still my way of destressing! - Okie, my birthday is coming! Of course, this year I want what I didn't get last year. It's not about greedy or whatsoever. I did not have a birthday cake, a proper love and care for my 21st. This year, I want everything! I want something romantic... a bunch of pink purple rose and tuilps! a birthday cake and a present... I guess, it will only be a dream that never come true. Anyway, I can see it won't be coming. Well, family and friends are still the best and understanding creatures! - Alright, breathe back and hold-on my tears! Continue the rest of the day... Alyce, JIA YOU!!!
Love bikes.
Love track.
Love perfectionist.
Love my darling.
Dislike being misunderstood.
Dislike moodswings.
Dislike quarrels.
Dislike being alone.
Dislike liars.
*My Second Love*
My Beauty.
My Pride.
我永远的最爱!
The one that go through every UPs and DOWNs in my life.
Every single moments .Happy.Sad.Depressed.Joyful. He will always be there.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Breathless @ 10:25 AM
Feeling so breathless with everything! Even work don't give me peace. What I want to do can never be done. The things I told you, you'll never remember. It's changing! We are having less and less quality time together as compared. I have never like that change. I ought to spend the lazy evening with you after work and even weekends but seems like things ain't going the way.
I don't feel the care at all. Why everytime I have planned something just for the two of us and something just destroy our plan. Of course you can choose me before your friend! But you did not. It's not the first time. Not that I did not spoke to you about this before, but you never realize the important. I'm feeling tired and upset. Holding back tears in the office while typing this sucks! Everytime I have give in and take a step back, asking you to accompany me the following day since you choose me before your friend that day. You hesitate and never answer! Sometimes when you can't do it, don't promise me. I'll never like it. Alright after this rant, I will leave it to a full stop. If you have saw it, be it you like it anot it's still my way of destressing! - Okie, my birthday is coming! Of course, this year I want what I didn't get last year. It's not about greedy or whatsoever. I did not have a birthday cake, a proper love and care for my 21st. This year, I want everything! I want something romantic... a bunch of pink purple rose and tuilps! a birthday cake and a present... I guess, it will only be a dream that never come true. Anyway, I can see it won't be coming. Well, family and friends are still the best and understanding creatures! - Alright, breathe back and hold-on my tears! Continue the rest of the day... Alyce, JIA YOU!!!
