Just back from movie, Alice in Wonderland 3D.. Nice show and finally I got the bottle that I longed for. Anyway, I'm blogging through phone and is the first time. Not sure how it will turn out like. After movie, went to play LAN. Of course I don't really like it as I do not know how to play but luckily Shelin teach me. Anyway, I was rather tired and just don't like being dump at one side playing and darling over the other side. Feels like playing alone and never felt good at all. Just so sucky!
Somehow I am very envy about Shelin and Eddie. She can stay over at his place and I believe that Eddie bought a necklace for her. The necklace I ever told darling that is nice and he will never buy me such gifts ever from jewllery shop. Only silly me will purchase these kind of things and do romantic stuffs to him. I really don't know.. Really very envy that their relationship is so much peaceful than mine. Can really see they are so loving, even quarrel Eddie will always give in. What about mine? I believe from the start till now, he never ever apologized to me before. All along is me who said sorry. Sighs! I don't know what to do either...
What I hope is that I can have a romantic darling... Don't always I'm the one who give suprises and such. At least he can understand my feeling and treat me nicer and think from my point of view... I like someone who always make me laugh even though I'm being "suan"! Just want some laughter everyday... Haha!
Okie, I know it is impossible! Just let me dream on then... Time for lala-land and let me dreammm! Good night, folks!
Love bikes.
Love track.
Love perfectionist.
Love my darling.
Dislike being misunderstood.
Dislike moodswings.
Dislike quarrels.
Dislike being alone.
Dislike liars.
*My Second Love*
My Beauty.
My Pride.
我永远的最爱!
The one that go through every UPs and DOWNs in my life.
Every single moments .Happy.Sad.Depressed.Joyful. He will always be there.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Envy... @ 3:37 AM
Just back from movie, Alice in Wonderland 3D.. Nice show and finally I got the bottle that I longed for. Anyway, I'm blogging through phone and is the first time. Not sure how it will turn out like. After movie, went to play LAN. Of course I don't really like it as I do not know how to play but luckily Shelin teach me. Anyway, I was rather tired and just don't like being dump at one side playing and darling over the other side. Feels like playing alone and never felt good at all. Just so sucky!
Somehow I am very envy about Shelin and Eddie. She can stay over at his place and I believe that Eddie bought a necklace for her. The necklace I ever told darling that is nice and he will never buy me such gifts ever from jewllery shop. Only silly me will purchase these kind of things and do romantic stuffs to him. I really don't know.. Really very envy that their relationship is so much peaceful than mine. Can really see they are so loving, even quarrel Eddie will always give in. What about mine? I believe from the start till now, he never ever apologized to me before. All along is me who said sorry. Sighs! I don't know what to do either...
What I hope is that I can have a romantic darling... Don't always I'm the one who give suprises and such. At least he can understand my feeling and treat me nicer and think from my point of view... I like someone who always make me laugh even though I'm being "suan"! Just want some laughter everyday... Haha!
Okie, I know it is impossible! Just let me dream on then... Time for lala-land and let me dreammm! Good night, folks!
