Do you know that today is the most bad day for me. Morning I went to pay visit to daddy. I spoke to him lots of things. Seeking him for advice and guidance.
After which I spent over an hour at the court. Guess What? The judge sided that idiot Filipino and turning a big circle that he don't believe me? What is this world going to? I mean how come those needed to be punished will never get a sentence while those who are right, no one supported them? This is ridiculous, what's with uphold the law of Singapore? Everything they talk are about money, money and money. I finally understand! In Singapore if you are rich and you killed someone, you will not be sentenced! This is totally unfair. Do you know what more he told me? He says that even if he were to bring him to court, he cannot promise that he won't hurt me and my family in the future. His advice is either you get a lawyer or you go and make good friend with that Filipino. What the fuck is this. Before that he even sided him that it is because he was unhappy with what I said? Does that means he got the right to threaten me and wanting to hurt me? Best of Best, the judge says we will only sentence him when he really DID IT! I was thinking, when he already does that, I have already been dead. What's more to say by then? I am really disappointed with the LAW OF SINGAPORE. I cried , I teared. It is so disheartening that even judge can't bring me justice. Do you know, even my managers sided him. I have a really tough time over there now. Why can't I get people to believe me? Do I really deserve all this shit?
Boyfriend had totally ignore me. He don't bother and don't care at all. He don't even make an effort to msn me. Why does everything have to fall on me! Why? When I wanted someone to console me, stand by me. Where is him? Is it so difficult to have a simple conversation from you?
I really can't take the blow anymore to a point that I really have the urge to end my life now. Yes, right now! Do you know how screwed up my life is now? What I do is right and what I said is the truth but why no one believed? No one even gave me courage to stand firm.
I thought after having desserts will make me feels better but what I taste is bitter. The bitter of life and the sour of soul. I really want to lead a happy life with my loved ones and support me during my ups and downs. But who will standby me? I really don't want to care anymore. The world feels so black, so dark that I have never felt before.
I don't know how many people will ever read this, but what I wanna say is : In this world, only MONEY can bring you the justice you wanted.
Love bikes.
Love track.
Love perfectionist.
Love my darling.
Dislike being misunderstood.
Dislike moodswings.
Dislike quarrels.
Dislike being alone.
Dislike liars.
*My Second Love*
My Beauty.
My Pride.
我永远的最爱!
The one that go through every UPs and DOWNs in my life.
Every single moments .Happy.Sad.Depressed.Joyful. He will always be there.
Friday, May 7, 2010
When things are all against you @ 5:36 PM
Do you know that today is the most bad day for me. Morning I went to pay visit to daddy. I spoke to him lots of things. Seeking him for advice and guidance.
After which I spent over an hour at the court. Guess What? The judge sided that idiot Filipino and turning a big circle that he don't believe me? What is this world going to? I mean how come those needed to be punished will never get a sentence while those who are right, no one supported them? This is ridiculous, what's with uphold the law of Singapore? Everything they talk are about money, money and money. I finally understand! In Singapore if you are rich and you killed someone, you will not be sentenced! This is totally unfair. Do you know what more he told me? He says that even if he were to bring him to court, he cannot promise that he won't hurt me and my family in the future. His advice is either you get a lawyer or you go and make good friend with that Filipino. What the fuck is this. Before that he even sided him that it is because he was unhappy with what I said? Does that means he got the right to threaten me and wanting to hurt me? Best of Best, the judge says we will only sentence him when he really DID IT! I was thinking, when he already does that, I have already been dead. What's more to say by then? I am really disappointed with the LAW OF SINGAPORE. I cried , I teared. It is so disheartening that even judge can't bring me justice. Do you know, even my managers sided him. I have a really tough time over there now. Why can't I get people to believe me? Do I really deserve all this shit?
Boyfriend had totally ignore me. He don't bother and don't care at all. He don't even make an effort to msn me. Why does everything have to fall on me! Why? When I wanted someone to console me, stand by me. Where is him? Is it so difficult to have a simple conversation from you?
I really can't take the blow anymore to a point that I really have the urge to end my life now. Yes, right now! Do you know how screwed up my life is now? What I do is right and what I said is the truth but why no one believed? No one even gave me courage to stand firm.
I thought after having desserts will make me feels better but what I taste is bitter. The bitter of life and the sour of soul. I really want to lead a happy life with my loved ones and support me during my ups and downs. But who will standby me? I really don't want to care anymore. The world feels so black, so dark that I have never felt before.
I don't know how many people will ever read this, but what I wanna say is : In this world, only MONEY can bring you the justice you wanted.
