I ever thought that I will never get any better men after this failure of relationship. Not that I have gotten one. I am amazed that people around sees everything. Why will I say this? People around is telling me how they feel etc... Letting me know that it isn't a lost to let it go. What more surprise me is that, even his own blood ties sided me and cheer me up to move on without him.
From then, I have been picking up myself bits by bits. It isn't easy, but I am glad that I have so many great friends around. No doubt, my sister even sees everything and been hinting that he isn't good at all. I was naturally blind by love then. Come to think of it, I thought it was me who ain't a good gf but it isn't true. Not one who says that ; but many who says it. Now looking at a clearer vision, knowing that losing me is his lost!
When I am superly down, someone came in. Of course he isn't those that I've just met but we have met 2yrs ago when our friend brought him for meet up session. After sharing with him, he is 100% not CHK (Chee Hong Kia). haha! We shared equally same view, same prospect in life. Being with him never been a worry! He knows that I still can't totally forget about him yet without any quries he steps in and lend me a helping hand.
We are not in a relationship, neither we are just friends now. We just love each other accompany! He knows that I will not commit anything soon now. He gives me time, gives me space, gives me full support. You peeps might think that he haven't got me so that he is so nice to me? This don't worries me, I am quite sure that he is not this kind of bastard. But of course, who knows in the later part he changed? Oh well, we can't predict anything in future right. But is alright, time will prove everything. Like I say, we did not commit anything at the moment. So is still safe (:
Others might think that we are together when they met us on the street. We don't hold hand, we don't sweet talk. We are just like normal friends. haha! This is the funny part! One day, his friends saw us having dinner! His friends wife asked me, do you stop him from smoking? I reply : *blur* Err... then I shake head. She added : When she and her husband dating also never stop him from smoking but once they got married she will always nag at him to stop! haha. After the conversation, I gave her the damn blur look and laugh =.="
I am so blessed. He never fails to make me laugh like an idoit! He isn't that perfect but to me is already good enough. I don't know how long we will remain like this but still I treasure and appreciate every moments spent. In every ways, I believe he will makes a better guy for me.
I told him that if one day I have decided to move on, you will see the ring being removed. The biggest enemy is myself. I will need to overcome every steps with myself. It takes lots of time to gain back the confident I used to have. I must JIA YOU~
As of now, my eyes is bigger and takes things slowly. Seeing all the wonderful things around me and I will not blind by love anymore. I wouldn't want to waste another 2years.
Love bikes.
Love track.
Love perfectionist.
Love my darling.
Dislike being misunderstood.
Dislike moodswings.
Dislike quarrels.
Dislike being alone.
Dislike liars.
*My Second Love*
My Beauty.
My Pride.
我永远的最爱!
The one that go through every UPs and DOWNs in my life.
Every single moments .Happy.Sad.Depressed.Joyful. He will always be there.
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Getting Over... @ 2:20 PM
I ever thought that I will never get any better men after this failure of relationship. Not that I have gotten one. I am amazed that people around sees everything. Why will I say this? People around is telling me how they feel etc... Letting me know that it isn't a lost to let it go. What more surprise me is that, even his own blood ties sided me and cheer me up to move on without him.
From then, I have been picking up myself bits by bits. It isn't easy, but I am glad that I have so many great friends around. No doubt, my sister even sees everything and been hinting that he isn't good at all. I was naturally blind by love then. Come to think of it, I thought it was me who ain't a good gf but it isn't true. Not one who says that ; but many who says it. Now looking at a clearer vision, knowing that losing me is his lost!
When I am superly down, someone came in. Of course he isn't those that I've just met but we have met 2yrs ago when our friend brought him for meet up session. After sharing with him, he is 100% not CHK (Chee Hong Kia). haha! We shared equally same view, same prospect in life. Being with him never been a worry! He knows that I still can't totally forget about him yet without any quries he steps in and lend me a helping hand.
We are not in a relationship, neither we are just friends now. We just love each other accompany! He knows that I will not commit anything soon now. He gives me time, gives me space, gives me full support. You peeps might think that he haven't got me so that he is so nice to me? This don't worries me, I am quite sure that he is not this kind of bastard. But of course, who knows in the later part he changed? Oh well, we can't predict anything in future right. But is alright, time will prove everything. Like I say, we did not commit anything at the moment. So is still safe (:
Others might think that we are together when they met us on the street. We don't hold hand, we don't sweet talk. We are just like normal friends. haha! This is the funny part! One day, his friends saw us having dinner! His friends wife asked me, do you stop him from smoking? I reply : *blur* Err... then I shake head. She added : When she and her husband dating also never stop him from smoking but once they got married she will always nag at him to stop! haha. After the conversation, I gave her the damn blur look and laugh =.="
I am so blessed. He never fails to make me laugh like an idoit! He isn't that perfect but to me is already good enough. I don't know how long we will remain like this but still I treasure and appreciate every moments spent. In every ways, I believe he will makes a better guy for me.
I told him that if one day I have decided to move on, you will see the ring being removed. The biggest enemy is myself. I will need to overcome every steps with myself. It takes lots of time to gain back the confident I used to have. I must JIA YOU~
As of now, my eyes is bigger and takes things slowly. Seeing all the wonderful things around me and I will not blind by love anymore. I wouldn't want to waste another 2years.
